Friday, October 5, 2012

Indeed I was the Lucky One ..

She was Our Shinning Star !!! 
She was my My Baby Girl and Most Special Companion..
She would have been 12 in October . 
She never left my side .. Was the keeper of all My Smiles, Fears, Tears and Heart ..
She took away all my hurt with her smiles ... 
and oh how we laughed and laughed .... everyday we played ..
Some how everything was going to be alright with her comforting smiles ..
She always forgave me and Never stopped Loving me .. 
Oh How I shall Miss My Beloved Cherished Madison Seabreeze 
But I thank the Heavens Above for the extraordinary Gift of her . 
I was never Lonely .. Because I had Maddie by my Side .. xox .. 
I have had her since she was Eight Weeks Old .. 
Maddie was the smartest, most loyal, sensitive and Gentle Dog I ever had .. 
Everyone Loved Maddie !!! 
I was the Lucky One .. For she was my Gal !! 
She was Indeed a , most Special Keeshound !!! 
She woke up with a great big Smile ..Every Single Day !!!
She smiled all the time .. Gave me endless kisses and Loved to hold hands 
Run, Jump and play .. How we laughed and Lived with her in our hearts minds and soul.
You see she was a healing dog .. She even did four years with me visiting Hospice ..
But nothing could prepare me .. Maddie got Stomach Cancer ..
It was my turn to take her of her daily and make sure she knew how very very special
and Loved she was , is and always shall be .. 
She Played and Stayed Close to her kitty Jasper Winter ,till the very end .. 
But she got tired .. She just became too Tuckered Out ..
The Pain and Cancer took over and we could no longer 
Keep her comfortable .. 
Sleep my Dearest Love Gift ..Sleep with Peace and Dignity.. 
Have Pleasant Dreams where You shall run, jump and wag your tale again ..
Smile for all in Heaven The way you did for me .. 
See sunrises and sunsets .. wag your tale at birds, bunnies and other dogs ..
chase and sniff all the butterflies and fire flies For Always .. 
Please never forget How very Much we Love You and shall always Love and Never Forget You .
For You shall never leave my Heart ... 
We shall meet again One Day .. You shall come running and jump up
right into my arms Like always .. I promise ..
But until that day ..You stay the Best est Gal .. 
Your in charge now !!! 
Madison Seabreeze  Passed on Friday ,October 5th, 2012 @ 11:47am  

This Beautiful Dog smiled right up to the very end ..
She had some Hard times But,, She Still wagged her tail at me
and Licked my face and Held my Hand ..
She was with out a doubt the Most Giving Selfless Gift of Love
I have ever known . 
She Loved to smell the Lavender and other flowers ..
She adored chasing butterflies and Fireflies In July .
Bunnies , Birds and Squirrels .. She just loved and enjoyed everyone .
People would pet and praise her and she would  Pose, Smile Big and Shake all Hands .
She could run ,leap and jump with the best and then be So Gentle with The Young and Old . 
She was a companion and Healing Dog to all but most of all to and for me .  
People Said to me .. You will know when it is Time .
You will Just know ....Today I knew
wipes tears .. We both just knew ..
This Morning I woke up and Maddie Stopped Smiling..
She was so sad .. I could see the tears and pain her eyes ..
We both knew it was time ..
Before she closed her eyes for the last time
As I held her paw I leaned over and she licked my face and smiled at me
as if to say to my beloved Little
 "woof woof" for the very last time I shall Love you forever and Thank you Mommy"
I whispered I love you so much .... Thank you my beautiful girl ..
She closed her eyes and with in moments she was gone ...
My Beautiful Bright Star was gone from this world
 but she shall always reside in my heart ...
These photos were all taken during the last months of her life to show
What a true trooper she was and how good and strong ,she tried to fight the Cancer with all her
great big Heart and not have to go or leave us ..
You can see the pain in her eyes .. But you can also see
The beauty and Love of her Wonderful Character
My Beloved Madison SeaBreeze ..
Nappy now .. my Darling  gal .... 
May I Go Now?
May I go now?
Do you think the time is right?
May I say goodbye to pain filled days
and endless lonely nights?
I 've lived my life and done my best,
an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond
and set my spirit free?
I didn't want to go at first,
I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now
to a warm and loving light.
I want to go
I really do.
It's difficult to stay.
But I will try as best I can
to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me
and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid,
because I see your tears.
I'll not be far,
I promise that, and hope you'll always know
that my spirit will be close to you
wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me.
You know I love you too,
that's why it's hard to say goodbye
and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one more time
and let me hear you say,
because you care so much for me,
you'll let me go today
Her Ashes Shall be Planted in Her Beautiful Back Yard, that she so loved to guard and play in ..
Under a Hydrangea with some Nice Lavender near by ..
Maddie loved Lavender !!!
Please forgive me .. for putting this real life ode to my baby girl ..
I have not felt like blogging  and this tribute to Maddie has helped me a great deal ..


Big D said...

What a wonderful tribute to a special family member. Thank you for sharing. I hope the fond memories ease your loss.

Fogwoman Gray said...

I am so terribly sorry for your loss.